Sunday, April 15, 2012

A Blur by CJ Ferrier

This is a poem I wrote, it was for school, but it became more to me then just a grade.


It's all a blur
All of my feelings
All of my thoughts
All of my all

What must I do?
I'm so frustrated
Yet, I'm happy
While I'm sad

Do I get a break?
Can I wear a smile?
An actual true smile
Like the happy kid I was

Can I stop the tears
That flow at night?
Can I show my feelings
That are all bottled up?

I wanna smile!
I wanna have fun!
Why am I mad?
Why do I hate?

Why do I care?
Why do I try?
I should just end
This life I have made

I could do real good
I can serve my God!
But what is the point?
If I am not glad

Where are the reasons?
Show them to me!
I have so many questions
So answer them, please!

I have two best friends
I now have two reasons
I love my whole family
Now there is five

I worship my God!
He's worth over 9000!
I'm passing in school
Now I have more

I'm looking for love
For now that can wait
I'm looking for purpose
God, I'm pleading to you!

I know You can help God!
So help if you want
God I need help
To focus this blur.

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